YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR YOU

Well, today was definitely just a blah day. I took the day off from exercise to just take care of household So, I started out just cleaning closets, making phone call, mopping, washing,etc. You know just the same stuff I do in my uneventful life now. I got a phone call from back home regarding an old friend who recently passed. They thought it was a Hrt attck but, now the word is she was positive for the swine flu. What the shuck??? I don't know if it if absolutely true. Remember this is word of mouth. I thought of her so much. I've been looking at old photo's since I found out. The messed up part is she had no life insurance. Man, that prompted me to call the bank and check up on my family's policy. I think that I may increase it. She had 3 children. We hadn't been close in the last yrs because our lives took such different paths. She became such a different person from the person that I knew when we were younger. You never know what life is going to bring you or what path it may lead you down.THANK YOU LORD FOR BLESSING ME AND MY FAMILY.

Things are changing faster than I realized

Today started out to be a pretty BLAH day. I done about 50% of my exercise routine. I had an extra snack. Then some fast food for lunch. So, after lunch I was feeling pretty !^#$@% about myself. Then, I received news from home that someone I grew up with had a heart attck. A HEART ATTACK!???!!! I won't comment on our ages, but we are sure as hell not the typical age you hear about when you hear that someone has had a hrt attack. Yeah,yeah,yeah- I know- I am a nurse, I should know better. But still, it's scary. For the last couple of yrs, i've heard of incidents regarding people in my past and their health. It makes you wonder. Like, don't you hear these stories about people in your age group much later in life. Man, that's more motivation for me to take better care of myself.

Exercising

Well, today was a pretty good day. My exercise was slightly easier today. I took some Tylenol this a.m. So, I didn't feel the usual cramps. I also, was able to come home and do an exercise video. I hope I can keep it up. I dont want to be the same size for my birthday this yr.

Lately

I haven't blogged in a while. But, I have been busy. One thing is that I have been exercising steadily for the last 3 wks. It is so hard at my size. I ache all over. That is one reason why people in my situation quite so easily. I go early a.m. Mon-Fri. When do it start to get better? And when in the hell am I going to feel the so called increased energy? I am tired as hell!

Balancing Act

It's been pretty much the same old thang around my way. Mostly at home with the kids and barely working. I do want to spend time with my kids before they get too old. Yet, part of me regret the decision. I am bored to death. And I have to admit I do miss working and socializing with individuals in my field. It's very difficult to find that balance.

NOT A DAMN THING CHANGED!

Well, I created the blog to express myself regarding my weight. And maybe I could find a new inspiration and find insight on my "condition." The thing is that I haven't exactly had the time to blog. I guess it really don't matter, nothing has changed since the last time I did blog. I'm still fat and sexy, so you know I still hungry. One thing has changed though, I recently ordered the PowerPatch. Hopefully, this will help. If so, I will post before and after pics. If not, well, you know the deal.

TRUTHFULLY

The truth is that I have been trying to get the weight off for a long time. It has truly been a struggle. I just get so damn frustrated when I exercise and get no results. And it is not the same for us truly fullfigured beauties. We just don't see those results as soon as others. That's when we give up and sabotage our diets and ourselves. As you can see on the left I am double the size as my sexy husband. That's kinda embarrassing to be truthful. Losing the weight is just so much easier than said.